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May 1st, 2006 (06:03 pm)
crushed

current mood: feel like crying

so lunch was kinda awkward today. we went to moes after the exam and well, 1) i have decided i'm not a big moes fan so will not be going back there too soon 2) thomas was also there with another group. i wanted to go and hang out with them for a bit but i've never exactly been too good at dealing with the whole more than one group of friends deal... this is why gifted wa so good for me. eveyone was friends with everyone and there was no split, but thomas doesn't relaly like any of my friends an i don't generally have much to say to any of his although i far from dislike them. so i felt bad for thinking of leaving my table temporarily and he just doesnt like my table... so we just had like, 3 minor glances the entire like, 45-60 inutes we were both there. hmmm, i don't really like molly. she came over about halfway through moulin rouge this afternoon. moulin rouge is good, as always, but definitely better when you just watch it. yes, i was guilty of singing along with ewan and nicole.. but only when other people already were. *sigh* watching movies in groups makes me sad, i prefer doing so alone or with like, one other person. cause then if people talk, you know its acceptable, but if there are three or more and a few people talk you never know and someone might end up mad. bah, oh well.... things just aren't very happy right now so i suppose i'll deal with it. maybe thats why yesterday was nice, i was only conscious for three hours the entire day...

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Posted by: lady_shriannan (lady_shriannan)
Posted at: May 2nd, 2006 10:22 pm (UTC)

Awww... I thought everyone was having a good time... I'm sorry Lissa. No one (but maybe Omar) would have cared if you said hello to Thomas. Yes, Molly was a pain in the ass... I wish Ross hadn't invited her but, oh well, it was his house. I personally don't talk much during movies because I don't think it's polite, but I don't really mind it if other's do it. You guys were enjoying yourselves, and that's what counts. I blocked you all out pretty well when I wanted to. *hugs* I do hope you feel better and less like crying, dear.

Posted by: danicahawk (danicahawk)
Posted at: May 3rd, 2006 12:33 am (UTC)

mrow, i'm doing better. and thank you. most of the awkwardness was from thomas and being apart so we decided that it would just be easier for us to stay together as long as he was willing to stop ebing so very serious and just have a little bit of fun every now and then.

Posted by: hollywoodskank (hollywoodskank)
Posted at: May 4th, 2006 01:33 am (UTC)

Darling, I'm so sorry you had a bad time! I feel like somehow this was all my fault. Except Molly, that wasn't my fault. But yeah, I'm definitely sorry and I feel horribly guilty. We need to hang out, just you and me. That would solve at least some problems. I love you, darling.

Posted by: danicahawk (danicahawk)
Posted at: May 4th, 2006 09:50 am (UTC)

^.^ yay. that would rock. but i didn't have an entirely horrible time. i loved you and rosses stuff, otherwise i would have just sat there and skulked, not sang along as well. it was just afterward reflection that i enjoy the movie for a movie itself more with just quiet. Everything was fun, it was mostly just afterward i felt a little awkward is all. but thank you, and t'would be lovely to hang out with justa lindsay. don't forget to set aside june 2nd, 3rd, and 4th for disney. we're staying at the grand floridian.

Posted by: TWNTY1GRAMS (twnty1grams)
Posted at: May 4th, 2006 03:30 am (UTC)

Love,

Cammie is on crack, I would have hated if you had left us for Thomas, but not to your face! We all know that I pretty much can't stand him, let alone look at him, but if he makes you happy (that's up for debate) then what can I do...and yes Molly is a pain, but she means well and we should all try to understand her. AND MOES IS PRETTY DAMN GREAT! BITCH!...lol...I kid.

-Omar

Posted by: danicahawk (danicahawk)
Posted at: May 4th, 2006 09:54 am (UTC)

lol, but i know you wouldn't have liked it had i have left so i didn't. and.. i dunno. blah. thomas and i have fun sometimes, and he's a bit different than most people would think. I probably got back with him just because nothing really seemed to change, at all, when we broke up. Generally, when i like someone, i never exactly stop. (This is sort of easy considering i've only liked 5 guys in my entire life) So pretty much until someone better comes, this works. Horrid way to look at it I'm sure but maybe someone can talk some sense into me one day. ^.^

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