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danicahawk [userpic]

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April 28th, 2006 (07:12 pm)
crushed

current mood: crushed

Why do i do the things i do? Thomas came over after school today and i spent half the time wanting to either storm out of the room or cry. At one point i actualy did too... I'm supposed to be happy, not constantly upset or worrying. When did things start to go so downhill with us in a way that it now affects just about everytime i'm around him. Goddess, what am i supposed to do?

danicahawk [userpic]

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April 27th, 2006 (05:52 pm)

Once you are tagged you MUST write a blog about your 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next six people to be tagged and list their names.


1. I tend to get one song stuck in my head for about a month at a time. It will not leave me no matter what i do about it. This one song will stay with me, running constantly in my head until a new one can replace it.

2. I've only ever liked 5 guys in my lifetime. This is not even "i am so totally completely in love"; it's even just crushes, little things. I don't fall often but once i do the feelings i have will never entirely leave me because it does take so much to get into that spot in the first place. This tends to leave me quite unhappy.

3. If i brush my teeth out of order i have to start over from the very beginning. It has to be: Brush teeth with just water, brush toungue with just water, rinse with mouthwash, brush teeth side to side with toothpaste, brush teeth up and down with toothpaste, brush tongue with toothpaste, rinse toothbrush just a little, rinse mouth with water, brush tongue with barley toothpasted brush, rinse toothbrush, brush tongue with water only brush, brush teeth with water only brush, and rinse mouth out with water.

4. Hearing people say the same thing ten times in a row makes me want to strangle them.. which leads to the fact that i have severe anger control problems...you just wouldn't know it because i've worked the majority of my life to overcome it.

5. I actually think i might deserve better.

6. I constantly draw eyes and closed mazes whenever there is a sheet of paper near me.


I tag: Omar, Lindsay, Caitlin, Michael, Alyssa, and Jess

danicahawk [userpic]

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April 25th, 2006 (09:07 pm)

yep, bad thoughts should go away now...

danicahawk [userpic]

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April 25th, 2006 (06:46 pm)

bad thoughts...>.

danicahawk [userpic]

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April 12th, 2006 (10:53 pm)
curious

current mood: curious

Your voice cries out to me
Calling, softly
Begging for an answer
Our palms meet
Briefly
My own draws back
Recoiling from the smoldering heat of your touch
Flesh against flesh
Too much to handle
My answer lies
In the inability to stay
To choose
An awkward glance
Apologetic sighs
Nothing more to say but
I’m sorry.







not sure what brought that on

danicahawk [userpic]

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March 30th, 2006 (02:33 pm)

ok... so i'm just a complete idiot. my cell phone has been recovered and all is well in the world despite the oncoming sore throat i seem to be developing. -.-;

danicahawk [userpic]

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March 29th, 2006 (10:33 pm)
distressed

current mood: distressed

IMPORTANT!!!


I lost my cell phone sometime between changing and getting back to my house today. If anyone saw it since i left the backstage area for the last time please please please tell me. i get so lost without that and i only recently replaced it. i tried calling it but it was turned off or out of service. Any help would be greatly appreciated.

danicahawk [userpic]

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March 18th, 2006 (09:04 am)

welp, i found a white leotard that fits me at least, a nude camisole, a fluffy black skirt to wear for big spender that's long enough to make me a not so whorish whore, a black bra so i can finally start wearing black camisoles again, annnd A KNight's Tale on DVD, because that movie fricki' rocks. The skirt looks good with this one turquoise Indian top i have too so yay. ^.^

danicahawk [userpic]

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March 17th, 2006 (08:32 pm)

Bio for V'n'V program for Andrea:

Melissa is a Junior in the I.B. program and has been in Hill Street Theatre for two years. She was inducted as a member of ITS last spring. She has been in The Madwoman of Chaillot, In The Snap of a Finger, and many class productions such as Old Macbeth Had A Farm and Rosencrantz and Guildenstern Are Dead. She prefers short walks in the woods and nice long showers, not long walks on the beach and bubble baths. (just in case you wanted to know) After many harships and close calls she is ecstatic to be able to perform in Vice 'n' Virtue with everyone.

danicahawk [userpic]

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March 17th, 2006 (08:28 pm)
contemplative

current mood: contemplative
current song: Kesa- See What I Wanna See

^.^ i'm back in!!!!





... on a not so good note my mother says i dont desevre to be as happy as i am and that i didnt deserve to see thomas today.... which means unless he can stop by for less than a minute after a movie on the pretense of getting Kokoro to read... i won't see him until thursday at the earliest. I didn't get to see him yesterday either, when i really needed it. *sigh* well, yay for omar at least beng there to cheer me up.